WHAT JUST HAPPEN? WHAT?

I AM SO MISERABLE RIGHT NOW. MY EARS ARE SERIOUSLY PLUGGED UP. NOT AS BAD AS MONDAY. NOT HEARING IS NOT COOL. MY FLAT SCREEN IS  KINDA LOUD. DON'T DO WELL WHEN I AM SICK. BEEN OUT ALL WEEK. I GET TO BE QUEEN BABY. WHAT SUCKS IS THAT I AM UNATTACHED. SO, WHO'S WATCHING THE PERFORMANCE.  I AM A LITTLE   NEEDY WHEN I AM SICK.OK, I'M A LOT NEEDY. YA FEEL ME. I AM FEELING INSECURE ABOUT WHETHER I CAN DO THE JOB. OOPS, NEW RANDOM...YEAH, I AM LETTING THE DEVIL RENT SPACE. PARALEGAL, FOR ME IS NEW TERRITORY FOR ME. I AM LEARNING WITHOUT A POINT OF REFERENCE AS I HAVE WITH ADDICTION COUNSELOR. NO MATTER THE DYSFUNCTION I GOT A FAMILY MEMBER THAT CAN MEET CRITERIA. THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME FOR ONCE. LIFE OF A CARETAKER IS ABOUT TO TAKE A BACK SEAT SO I CAN GET THIS. IT IS HARD TO QUALIFY MY ASSETS. I AM GOOD AT WHATEVER WITH PROPER TRAINING. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT. THE DEVIL IS NOT PLEASED WITH MY FAITH. I AM WALKING IN PSALM 121 WHICH MEANS I HAVE NO ROOM FOR THE DEVIL...IT'S ON.

DIVAS TO THE DANCE FLOOR, PLEASE

Praise the lord I feel like dancing. I am so tense the last few days. I am fighting with myself. I need to let some steam out. I usually don't feel lonely because of my having cats. They keep me entertained. I feel like I want to blow my speakers up....X....X....X...EX...STRA....VA.....GANZA....OH YEAH...I AM GOING TO DO SOME TRACKS NOW THAT I KNOW.....OKAY, I AM READY TO WALK THE RUNWAY. STOP AND GIVE THEM  SHADE.....POSE...REPRESENT.....DOWN AND TWIRLL...HOUSE OF NINJA...HOUSE OF PARIS.....WALK....STOP AND DISH.....GIVE THEM FACE.....

Junior Vasquez - X (Sound Factory Mix) 1994

I HATE FLORIDA

It is mid -February and I am in short and tee. It is 80 degrees. Who does that? I went to get a pizza. All of a sudden some one orders Pineapples on a slice of pizza. It's bad enough Florida can't make a decent pizza...but pineapples. I think not!

I have been avoiding go to VA. My gait is off, losing control of my legs when I stand up. I am always bumping into things and I can't recover from it. It may actually be my ears. I think my ears are swollen or too much wax. I am so not having any luck today.

I'M JUST SAYING ...

OK, SO I AM NOT DOWN WITH BLOGGING.'S NOT PERSONAL. ONE OF THE REASONS THAT I LEFT FACEBOOK AND NOW ON TWITTER IS  BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO START JUDGING. I'M JUST SAYING. I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING  OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE NO RELATIONSHIP WITH. DON'T GET ME WRONG , THIS IS JUST MY SOCIAL ANXIETY AND OCD KICKING THE HECK OUT OF ME. I  DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HAVE 20 YEARS IN COUNSELOR AND FACILITATED MANY GROUPS . SCHOOL IS MY ANSWER TO LET GO LET GOD. I'M JUST SAYING.



FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, YES MY LIFE,  I  NEVER MISSED WINTER OLYMPICS. WELL, THIS TIME IS A BIT DIFFERENT.  I DIDN'T SEE ANY OF THE OLYMPICS. AS A CARD CARRYING SPORTS FAN, YOU HAVE TO REPRESENT. I AM NOT SURE HOW THAT HAPPENED. YOU SIT UP AND SUCK IT UP. WATCH THE DAMN OLYMPICS !!! A LOST WEEKEND. JUST SAYING...

MAJOR PROPS TO VENUS WILLIAMS. SHE LOOKED FABULOUS. VINTAGE VENUS. WE ALMOST SAW A WILLIAMS/WILLIAMS FINAL. I BELIEVE VENUS WOULD HAVE BEAT BABY SIS. SOON...I HAVE PREACHED THAT DON'T VENUS IS NOT DONE YET. THANKS FOR A GREAT PLAY ALL WEEK. JUST SAYING...

CONSPIRSEY

JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE ALL BASES COVERED, LIFE HAS A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR. I SPENT ALL MORNING TRYING TO GET STREAM HUNTER SO I COULD WATCH THE VENUS WILLIAMS' SECOND ROUND MATCH. ADS, ADS AND MORE ADS. I AM SO DONE. NOT ONLY IS MY LAPTOP SLOW AS HELL DUE TO ALL THE JUNK I HAVE ON IT BUT I TRIED EVERYTHING. I AM WATCHING TENNIS MATCH FROM LIVE SCORES. THAT WAS NOT THE PLAN. AND TO TOP IT OFF SHE LOST. IT WAS HURTFUL. NOW NEITHER WILLIAMS SISTERS ARE IN. MAN, THIS IS FRUSTRATING.VENUS IS GETTING BETTER. SHE WENT TO 3 SETS WITH MATCH POINT IN THE TIE BREAKER. SO NOW THERE ISN'T ANY FOOTBALL AND TENNIS SUCKS WITHOUT SERENA AND VENUS. YA FEEL ME!!!!

GOTTA TELL YA, I WAS IN APOPKA WAITING FOR MY BUS FOR SCHOOL. I STOPPED OVER AT THE CHINESE SPOT ON MAIN STREET. THERE FOOD IS DOPE. BEST CHINESE FOOD IN TOWN. I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME TO TEAR IT UP. I ALMOST SWALLOWED MY TOOTH TRYING TO EAT ON THE BUS. ONE DAY SOON I WILL SWALLOW IT AND...YOU KNOW THE REST

I GOT THIS :)

SOCIAL ANXIETY

YA KNOW, I AM FEELING OUT OF SORTS.  I think my social anxiety has reached the internet. I am having a hard time connecting to folks. Well, since football is over and Serena isn't up till 2/12, I got time on my hands. Like I was saying to Rave, my female cat, we need to get more. She looked at me like I had lost my mind. Not only that, she walked away. I got the message. So, now I'm looking for Techno, my boy cat, he's a brown nose. He will sit and listen till I get tired of talking. That's it I just want them to listen. So sad...Well, it is not easy being a single parent to two cats with two different personalities. Anyway, just finished my test and I have admitted that I don't care to blog. I have to do it for my class and so I can't complain too much. Do you play Words with Friends?
I play and the words that these people put out there is wack. I have never seen so many letter Qs without letter U. I know they have an app that you can use. you put in the letters you have and it spits out all the possible words. SMH, I hold on to my integrity and not use that app. Guess what I'm doing this weekend...wheels up...